Pregnancy and depersonalization/derealization

Hi,

I suffer from depersonalization (feelig not myself) and Mostly derealization (feeling drugged, like not really there, I feel like a see in 2 dimensions or I am not grounded, there, in the moment). I am like that since 3 years, sometimes it's worse (metro, stressful situations, fluo lights), sometimes it's less there, but it's constant.

I would like to talk to people in my condition. Because I would like to get pregnant too and I am scared not to take meds in this period.

The only meds that help calm me down was Zopiclone (sleep pill like Ambien), but I searched and found that only 40 woman took this pill during pregnancy and have been followed. There wasn't a problem, but I am scared anyways.

Please if you want to chat to me, I am there. I suffer from depression too because of this problem (meds and pregnancy that scares me)

Dpdrgirl :(